disappear here

"It's..." my voice trails off.
"It's what?" Rip wants to know.
"It's... I don't think it's right."
"What's right? If you want something, you have the right to take it. If you want to do something, you have the right to do it."
I lean up against the wall. I can hear Spin moaning in the bedroom and then the sound of a hand slapping maybe a face.
"But you don't need anything. You have everything", I tell him.
Rip looks at me. "No. I don't."
"What?"
"No, I don't."
There's a pause and then I ask, "Oh shit, Rip, what don't you have?"

"I don't have anything to lose."